March is a month full of memories..
5 years ago, on 3rd of March 2008 Aaron was born, in this world..
My miracle.. 

And 2 days after Aaron was born, my father passed away.. My dad, he was my knight.. with shinning armor. he protect me from the evils.. And when he passed away.. My world suddenly has a hole, in the shape of my father.. On 19th of March 2008 I was turning 26 years old.

Mixed of feeling was bursting my heart.
I am so over joy having Aaron.. but at the same time, I was grieving my father’s death. It was kinda surreal.. Having those feeling, to be happy and sad at the same time.
Everybody was telling me to not too cried so much, afraid I would bleeding after the normal birth process.. So I kept my sorrow inside..
I kept asking my self.. “is this real? is this really happening?”
It took me years to finally feeling at ease talking about it.. Time doesn’t heal.. time makes me used to living my life without my father and mother. With a silent hope, ” I wish they were still alive to see Aaron”.
And I still am.. until 5 years after Aaron was born.. I still have that thinking.. I wish my mom & dad could see how handsome their grandson is..

I wish they could see how brave Aaron is..

How Aaron loves sports.. And love to make friends..

How my Aaron’s laugh and talk reminds of my dad.. How kindhearted Aaron is just like my mom.. 

And to see how Aaron has grown very tall 🙂

I just want to let Aaron know that he is loved so much.. Even my late parent I know for sure would shower him with love and affection.

I hope and pray, he knows how much he is loved.. How Jesus Christ loves him unconditionally.. and how his daddy and I love him very much..
Cause I know for sure, when he understands this, he can live his life to pleased GOD 🙂

Happy 5th birthday my son…

big hug and kisses